She disappear'd, and left me dark; I wak'd To find her, or for ever to deplore
Her loss, and other pleasures all abjure: When out of hope, behold her, not far off, Such as I saw her in my dream, adorn'd With what all earth or heaven could bestow To make her amiable. On she came Led by her heavenly Maker, though unseen, And guided by his voice; nor uninform'd Of nuptial sanctity and marriage rites: Grace was in all her steps, heaven in her eye, In every gesture dignity and love.
I overjoy'd could not forbear aloud:
"This turn hath made amends; thou hast fulfill'd Thy words, Creator bounteous and benign! Giver of all things fair! but fairest this
Of all thy gifts, nor enviest. I now see Bone of my bone, flesh of my flesh, myself Before me: Woman is her name; of man Extracted. For this cause he shall forego Father and mother, and to' his wife adhere, And they shall be one flesh, one heart, one soul.' "She heard me thus, and though divinely brought Yet innocence and virgin modesty,
Her virtue and the conscience of her worth, That would be woo'd, and not unsought be won, Not obvious, not obtrusive, but retir'd
The more desirable, or, to say all,
Nature herself, though pure of sinful thought, Wrought in her so, that seeing me, she turn'd: I follow'd her; she what was honour knew, And with obsequious majesty approv'd My pleaded reason. To the nuptial bower I led her blushing like the morn: all heaven, And happy constellations, on that hour Shed their selectest influence; the earth Gaye sign of gratulation, and each hill; Joyous the birds; fresh gales and gentle airs Whisper'd it to the woods, and from their wings Fung rose, flung odours from the spicy shrub, Disporting, till the amorous bird of night
Sung spousal, and bid haste the evening star On his hill top, to light the bridal lamp.
"Thus I have told thee all my state, and brought My story to the sum of earthly bliss
Which I enjoy; and must confess to find
In all things else delight indeed, but such As, us'd or not, works in the mind no change, Nor vehement desire: these delicacies
[flowers, I mean of taste, sight, smell, herbs, fruits, and Walks, and the melody of birds; but here Far otherwise! transported I behold, Transported touch; here passion first I felt Commotion strange! in all enjoyments else Superior and unmov'd; here only weak Against the charm of beauty's powerful glance. Or nature fail'd in me, and left some part Not proof enough such object to sustain, Or from my side subducting, took perhaps More than enough; at least on her bestow'd Too much of ornament, in outward show Elaborate, of inward less exact.
For well I understand in the prime end Of nature her the inferior, in the mind And inward faculties, which most excel; In outward also her resembling less
His image who made both, and less expressing The character of that dominion given O'er other creatures; yet when I approach Her loveliness, so absolute she seems, And in herself complete, so well to know Her own, that what she wills to do or say Seems wisest, virtuousest, discreetest, best; All higher knowledge in her presence falls Degraded, wisdom in discourse with her Loses discount'nanc'd, and like folly shows;_ Authority and reason on her wait,
As one intended first, not after made Occasionally; and, to consummate all, Greatness of mind and nobleness their seat Build in her loveliest, and create an awe About her, as a guard angelic plac'd."
To whom the angel with contracted brow: "Accuse not nature, she hath done her part; Do thou but thine, and be notiffident Of wisdom; she deserts thee not, if thou Dismiss not her, when most thou need'st her nigh, By attributing overmuch to things
Less excellent, as thou thyself perceiv'st.
For what admir'st thou, what transports thee so? An outside? fair, no doubt, and worthy well Thy cherishing, thy honou:ing, and thy love, Not thy subjection: weigh her with thyself; Then value. Oft-times nothing profits more Than self-esteem, grounded on just and right Well manag'd; of that skill the more thou know'st The more she will acknowledge thee her head, And to realities yield all her shows:
Made so adorn, for thy delight the more,
So awful, that with honour thou may'st love Thy mate, who sees when thou art seen least wise. But if the sense of touch, whereby mankind Is propagated, seem such dear delight Beyond all other, think the same vouchsaf'd To cattle and each beast; which would not be To them made common and divulg'd, if ought Therein enjoy'd were worthy to subdue The soul of man, or passion in him move. What higher in her society thou find'st Attractive, human, rational, love still; In loving thou dost well, in passion not, Wherein true love consists not; love refines The thoughts, and heart enlarges, hath his seat In reason, and is judicious, is the scale By which to heavenly love thou may'st ascend; Not sunk in carnal pleasure: for which cause Among the beasts no mate for thee was found.”
To whom thus half-abash'd, Adam replied: "Neither her outside form'd so fair, nor ought In procreation common to all kinds (Though higher of the genial bed by far, And with mysterious reverence I deem,) So much delights me, as those graceful acts,
Those thousand decencies that daily flow
From all her words and actions mix'd with love And sweet compliance, which declare unfeign'd Union of mind, or in us both one soul; Harmony to behold in wedded pair
More grateful than harmonious sound to th' ear. Yet these subject not; I to thee disclose What inward thence I feel, not therefore foil'd, Who meet with various objects, from the sense Variously representing; yet still free,
Approve the best, and follow what I approve. To love thou blam'st me not, for love thou say'st Leads up to heaven, is both the way and guide: Bear with me then, if lawful what I ask; Love not the heavenly spirits, and how their love Express they? by looks only', or do they mix Irradiance, virtual or immediate touch?"
To whom the angel, with a smile that glow'd Celestial rosy red, love's proper hue,
Answer'd: "Let it suffice thee that thou know'st Us happy', and without love no happiness. Whatever pure thou in the body enjoy'st (And pure thou wert created) we enjoy In eminence, and obstacle find none Of membrane, joint or limb, exclusive bars: Easier than air with air, if spirits embrace, Total they mix, union of pure with pure Desiring; nor restrain'd conveyance need, Aз flesh to mix with flesh, or soul with soul. But I can now no more; the parting sun Beyond the earth's green cape and verdant isles Hesperian sets, my signal to depart.
Be strong, live happy', and love; but first of all, Him whom to love is to obey, and keep
His great command; take heed lest passion sway Thy judgment to do ought, which else free will Would not admit: thine, and of all thy sons, The weal or woe in thee is plac'd; beware! I in thy persevering shall rejoice,
And all the bless'd: stand fast; to stand or fall Free in thine own arbitrement it lies.
Perfect within, no outward aid require; And all temptation to transgress repel."
So saying, he arose; whom Adam thus Follow'd with benediction: "Since to part, Go, heavenly guest, ethereal messenger, Sent from whose sovereign goodness I adore. Gentle to me and affable hath been
Thy condescension, and shall be' honour'd ever With grateful memory: thou to mankind Be good and friendly still, and oft return." So parted they; the angel up to heaven From the thick shade, and Adam to his bowen
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