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her presence shall prevent my even hinting at what might displease you only do not make a crime to me of those thoughts, which are the dearest part of my existence; for believe me it were better and kinder to rob me of existence itself."

"This is the mere ecstacy of passion, Julian,” answered Alice Bridgenorth; "that which is unpleasant, our selfish and stubborn will represents as impossible. I have no confidence in the plan you propose-no confidence in your resolution, and less than none in the protection of Deborah. Till you can renounce, honestly and explicitly, the wishes you have lately expressed, we must be strangers ;-and could you renounce them even on this moment, it were better that we should part for a long time; and, for Heaven's sake, let it be as soon as possible-perhaps it is even now too late to prevent some unpleasant accident-I thought I heard a noise.”

"It was Deborah," answered Julian. "Be not afraid, Alice; we are secure against surprise."

"I know not," said Alice, "what you mean by such security-I have nothing to hide. I sought not this interview; on the contrary, averted it as long as I could-and am now most desirous to break it off."

"And wherefore, Alice, since you say it must be our last? Why should you shake the sand which is passing so fast? the very executioner hurries not the prayers of the wretches upon the scaffold. And see you not-I will argue as coldly as you can desire-see you not that you are breaking your own word, and recalling the hope which yourself held out to me ?"

"What hope have I suggested? What word have I given, Julian?" answered Alice. “You yourself build wild hopes in the air, and accuse me of destroying what had never any earthly foundation. Spare yourself, Julian-spare me -and in mercy to us both, depart, and return not again till you can be more reasonable."

"Reasonable ?" replied Julian; "it is you, Alice, who will deprive me altogether of reason. Did you not say, that if our parents could be

brought to consent to our union, you would no longer oppose my suit ?"

"No-no-no," said Alice eagerly, and blushing deeply," I did not say so, Julian-it was your own wild imagination which put construction on my silence and my confusion."

"You do not say so, then," answered Julian; "and if all other obstacles were removed, I should find one in the cold flinty bosom of her who pays the most devoted and sincere affection, with contempt and dislike.-Is that," he added, in a deep tone of feeling, "is that what Alice Bridgenorth says to Julian Peveril ?"

"Indeed—indeed, Julian," said the almost weeping girl, "I do not say so-I say nothing, and I ought not to say any thing concerning what I might do, in a state of things which can never take place. Indeed, Julian, you ought not thus to press me. Unprotected as I am-wishing you well-very well-why should you urge me to say or do what would lessen me in my own eyes? to own affection for one from whom fate has separated me for ever? It is ungenerous -it is cruel-it is seeking a momentary and

selfish gratification to yourself, at the expence of every feeling which I ought to entertain."

"You have said enough, Alice," said Julian, with sparkling eyes; "you have said enough in deprecating my urgency, and I will press you no further. But you overrate the impediments which lie betwixt us-they must and shall give way."

"So you said before," answered Alice," and with what probability, your own account may shew. You dared not mention the subject to your own father-how should you venture to mention it to mine ?"

"That I will soon enable you to decide upon. Major Bridgenorth, by my mother's account, is a worthy and an estimable man. I will remind him, that to my mother's care he owes the dearest treasure and comfort of his life; and I will ask him if it is a just retribution to make that mother childless. Let me but know where to find him, Alice, and you shall soon hear if I have feared to plead my cause with him."

"Alas!" answered Alice," you well know my uncertainty as to my dear father's residence. How

often has it been my earnest request to him that he would let me share his solitary residence, or his obscure wanderings! But the short and infrequent visits which he makes to this house are all that he permits me of his society. Something I might surely do, however little, to alleviate the melancholy by which he is oppressed."

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Something we might both do," said Peveril. "How willingly would I aid you in so pleasing a task! All old griefs should be forgotten all old friendships revived. My father's prejudices are those of an Englishman-strong, indeed, but not insurmountable by reason. Tell me, then, where Major Bridgenorth is, and leave the rest to me; or let me but know by what address your letters reach him, and I will forthwith essay to discover his dwelling."

"Do not attempt it, I charge you,” said Alice. "He is already a man of sorrows; and what would he think were I capable of entertaining a suit so likely to add to them? Besides, I could not tell you, if I would, where he is now to be found. My letters reach him from time to time, by means

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