With woe I nightly vigils keep, Beneath thy wan unwarming beam; And mourn in lamentation deep, How life and love are all a dream. JI. The faintly-marked distant hill: Reflected in the gurgling rill : My fondly-fluttering heart, be still! Thou busy pow'r, Remembrance, cease! Ah! must the agonizing thrill For ever bar returning peace! III. No idly-feign'd poetic pains, My sad, love-lorn lamentings claim ; No shepherd's pipe-Arcadian strains ; No fabled tortures, quaint and tame : The plighted faith ; the mutual flame; The oft-attested pow'rs above; The promis'd father's tender name ; These were the pledges of my love! IV. Encircled in her clasping arms, How have the raptur'd moments flown! How have I wish'd for fortune's charms, For her dear sake, and her's alone! And must I think it! is she gone, My secret heart's exulting boast ? And does she heedless hear my groan? And is she ever, ever lost? V. So lost to honour, lost to truth, Alas! life's path may be unsmooth ! Her way may lie thro' rough distress! Then, who her pangs and pains will soothe, Her sorrows share, and make them less ? VI. Enraptur'd more, the more enjoy'd, My fondly-treasur'd thoughts employ'd. That breast how dreary now, and void, For her too scanty once of room ! Ev'n ev'ry ray of hope destroy'd, And not a wish to gild the gloom ! VII. Awakes me up to toil and woe: That I must suffer, lingering, slow. Full many a pang, and many a throe, Keen Recollection's direful train, Must wring my soul, ere Phæbus, low, Shall kiss the distant, western main. VIII. Sore-harassid out with care and grief, Keep watchings with the nightly thief : Or if I slumber, Fancy, chief, Reigns haggard-wild, in sore affright: Ev'n day all-bitter brings relief, From such a horror-breathing night. IX. 0! thou bright queen, who o'er th’expanse, Now highest reign'st, with boundless sway! Oft has thy silent-marking glance Observ'd us fondly-wand'ring, stray! The time, unheeded, sped away, While love's luxurious pulse beat high, Beneath thy silver-gleaming ray To mark the mutual kindling eye. X. Oh! scenes in strong remembrance set ! Scenes, never, never, to return! Scenes, if in stupor I forget, Again I feel, again I burn! From ev'ry joy and pleasure torn, Life's weary vale I'll wander thro'; And hopeless, comfortless, I'll mourn A faithless woman's broken Vow. DESPONDENCY. AN ODE. I. I sit me down and sigh : To wretches such as I! What sick’ning scenes appear ! Must be my bitter doom ; But with the closing tomb! II. 56519B No other view regard ! They bring their own reward : Unfitted with an aim, Forget each grief and pain; III. Within his humble cell, Beside his crystal well! By unfrequented stream, His thoughts to heav'n on high, He views the solemn sky. IV. Less fit to play the part; With self-respecting art: Which I too keenly taste, Or human love or hate, At perfidy ingrate! V. To care, to guilt unknown! Of others, or my own! Like linnets in the bush, That active man engage ! Of dim-declining age! WINTER. A DIRGE. 1. And hail and rain does blaw; The blinding sleet and snaw : And roars frae bank to brae ; And bird and beast in covert rest And pass the heartless day. II. The joyless winter-day, Than all the pride of May: My griefs it seems to join, 帶 Dr. Young |