Against a foe by doom express assign'd us, That cruel serpent: on me exercise not Thy hatred for this misery befall'n ; On me already lost, me than thyself More miserable! Both have sinn'd; but thou Against God only; I against God and thee; And to the place of judgment will return: There with my cries importune Heaven; that all The sentence, from thy head remov'd, may light On me, sole cause to thee of all this woe. Me, me only, just object of his ire ! »
She ended weeping; and her lowly plight Immoveable, till peace obtain'd from fault Acknowledg'd and deplor'd, in Adam wrought Commiseration: soon his heart relented
Towards her, his life so late, and sole delight, Now at his feet submissive in distress: Creature so fair his reconcilement seeking, His counsel, whom she had displeas'd, his aid; As once disarm'd his anger all he lost,
And thus with peaceful words uprais'd her soon:
Unwary, and too desirous, as before,
So now of what thou know'st not, who desir'st
The punishment all on thyself; alas!
Bear thine own first, ill able to sustain
His full wrath, whose thou feel'st as yet least part, And my displeasure bear'st so ill. If prayers Could alter high decrees, I to that place Would speed before thee, and be louder heard, That on my head all might be visited; Thy frailty and infirmer sex forgiven, To me committed, and by me expos'd.
let us no more contend, nor blame Each other, blam'd enough elsewhere; but strive In offices of love, how we may lighten
Each other's burden, in our share of woe; Since this day's death denounc'd, if aught I see, Will prove no sudden, but a slow-pac'd, evil; A long day's dying, to augment our pain; And to our seed (O hapless seed!) deriv'd. » To whom thus Eve, recovering heart, replied: Adam, by sad experiment I know
How little weight my words with thee can find, Found so erroneous; thence by just event Found so unfortunate: nevertheless, Restor'd by thee, vile as I am, to place Of new acceptance, hopeful to regain Thy love, the sole contentment of my heart Living or dying, from thee I will not hide What thoughts in my unquiet breast are risen, Tending to some relief of our extremes,
Or end; though sharp and sad, yet tolerable, As in our evils, and of easier choice.
If care of our descent perplex us most,
Which must be born to certain woe, devour'd By death at last; (and miserable it is
To be to others cause of misery,
Our own begotten, and of our loins to bring Into this cursed world a woeful race That after wretched life must be at last Food for so foul a monster; ) in thy power
It lies, yet ere conception to prevent The race unblest, to being yet unbegot. Childless thou art, childless remain : so death
Shall be deceiv'd his glut, and with us two Be forc'd to satisfy his ravenous maw. But if thou judge it hard and difficult, Conversing, looking, loving to abstain From love's due rites, nuptial embraces sweet; And with desire to languish without hope, Before the present object languishing With like desire: which would be misery, And torment less than none of what we dread; Then, both ourselves and seed at once to free From what we fear for both, let us make short, Let us seek death; - or, he not found, supply With our own hands his office on ourselves. Why stand we longer shivering under fears That show no end but death; and have the power Of many ways to die the shortest choosing Destruction with destruction to destroy? -->> She ended here, or vehement despair
Broke off the rest; so much of death her thoughts Had entertain'd, as dy'd her cheeks with pale, But Adam (with such counsel nothing sway'd) To better hopes his more attentive mind Labouring had rais'd; and thus to Eve replied: « Eve, thy contempt of life and pleasure seems To argue in thee something more sublime And excellent than what thy mind contemns; But self-destruction therefore sought refutes That excellence thought in thee; and implies, Not thy contempt, but anguish and regret For loss of life and pleasure overlov'd. Or if thou covet death, as utmost end Of misery, so thinking to evade
The penalty pronounc'd; doubt not but God Hath wiselier arm'd his vengeful ire, than so To be forestall'd: much more I fear lest death, So snatch'd, will not exempt us from the pain We are by doom to pay; rather such acts Of contumacy will provoke the Highest
To make death in us live: then let us seek Some safer resolution, which methinks I have in view, calling to mind with heed Part of our sentence, that thy seed shall bruise The serpent's head: piteous amends! unless Be meant, whom I conjecture, our grand foe, Satan; who, in the serpent, hath contriv'd Against us this deceit; to crush his head Would be revenge indeed! which will be lost By death brought on ourselves, or childless days Resolv'd, as thou proposest: so our foe Shall scape his punishment ordain'd, and we Instead shall double ours upon our heads. No more be mention'd then of violence Against ourselves; and wilful barrenness, That cuts us off from hope; and savours only Rancour and pride, impatience and despite, Reluctance against God and his just yoke Laid on our necks.
Remember with what mild And gracious temper he both heard, and judg'd, Without wrath or reviling; we expected Immediate dissolution, which we thought Was meant by death that day; when lo! to thee Pains only in child-bearing were foretold, And bringing forth; soon recompensed with joy,
Fruit of thy womb : on me the curse aslope
Glanc'd on the ground; with labour I must earn My bread; what harm? Idleness had been worse; My labour will sustain me; and, lest cold Or heat should injure us, his timely care Hath, unbesought, provided; and his hands Cloath'd us unworthy, pitying while he judg'd : How much more, if we pray him, will his ear Be open, and his heart to pity incline, And teach us further by what means to shun The inclement seasons, rain, ice, hail, and snow? Which now the sky, with various face, begins To show us in this mountain : while the winds Blow moist and keen, shattering the graceful locks Of those fair spreading trees; which bids us seek Some better shroud, some better warmth to cherish Our limbs benumb'd, ere this diurnal star
Leave cold the night, how we his gather'd beams Reflected may with matter sere foment;
Or, by collision of two bodies, grind
The air attrite to fire; as late the clouds
Justling, or push'd with winds, rude in their shock
Tine the slant lightning; whose thwart flame, driven down, Kindless the gummy bark of fir or pine,
And sends a comfortable heat from far,
Which might supply the sun; such fire to use, And what may else be remedy or cure To evils which our own misdeeds have wrought, He will instruct us praying, and of grace Beseeching him; so as we need not fear To pass commodiously this life, sustain'd By him with many comforts, till we end
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